indulge me a minute, thats about how long this will take until im finished, about from now until the time i tie up my tennis. diminished; thats the word the comes to mind everytime i think about your feelings and mine, its like we're wasting time just for times sake. i deal with you because of the love we make, you stay because my hearts been your home for so long you dont wanna rebuild a place. i remember when i would feel so safe, like your words were straight sent to me from the man that mans the pearly gates. but as the world twirls and deals out fates i find that i found a real love that was fake. we took this about as far as it could go and through all this time we both had to grow. im not sayin you never did your part but in life growth goes in all directions, ours was apart. lets be real, we no longer need to sit here and deal, you wouldnt say it so i decided to tell you how i feel. and in my field, words are deadly, and after the other day when you were on the phone the things i heard...i should be dead already. no reason for this to go on any more, i mean the feelings are just not as strong any more, and when we embrace you dont feel like you belong any more and truthful i dont know how long i can go on without doing wrong any more. so its time to stop, its time to shit or get off the pot, we both been holdin down this dynamite for a while now its time to let it pop. so as i leave dont feel like you've been dissed because as i leave i promise you'll be missed, but if i dont leave someones gonna cheat or we'll result to solving problems with our fists and we're way too good to do shit like this. so here's a kiss to the forehead for all the good memories we will always be able to share...but in your mind is were we'll always have to stay because im sorry but some time love just fades away.........
***(nothing to do with you)***
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