what if i told my fantasy....

what if she knew all i wanted to do, how i wish to treat her like a dish and I'm the principle of her school. what if i told told her i wanted to pour oil all over and watch her glisten as she rubs it in and starts to move in closer. what if i said i wanted a stranger in our bed, but not me but she would be making love to her instead. how could i express that i want her to wear a dress, so that when we're out in public i could slip in a caress. i want to be able to tell her the things that i have been afraid to share like how i want to make love to her on a rainy night out front in our lawn chairs. how am i to confess that i desire random sex, no matter when or where, these thoughts have me extremely vexed. i wanna be free to explain how when we go out; her, her friend and me, how i secretly wish it could be us three intimately. how do i articulate how i wish for her to demonstrate a sensuous dance right before i penetrate. but i tend to hesitate because I'd hate for her to see me as a disgrace, some kind of sex fiend and she wouldn't be able to look me in the face.....



what if he knew all the deeds I'm aching to do like how i wanna watch a sexy girl shake it, put my face in it too. how i think my home girls cute and i want the three of us to do a few things that was originally designed for two. how would i tell him I'd love it if we were intimate in public or how some times i want him to not be so gentle and get on some rough shit...i wish he knew, i mean i wish i could say how badly i wanted to have him outside that one rainy day, all the thunder and lightening would have made it so exciting but the thought of him seeing me different is so very frightening. but still, i wish we could make love at the tip of Federal Hill, real real late while the city is some what still, and the lights in the distance would fell like eyes surveying my body and I'd welcome them all as he pulses inside me. i want spontaneous love making, any where would be good, if we were driving and he pulled over just to take me on the car's hood, the heat from beneath and him in between...i get aroused just by the imagery of the scene. but I'll never him let him know, I'm trapped by my fears I'd hate to lose his respect after all these years.....

what if i told my fantasy.....