thank you

thank you for the heartbreak

i guess i had it coming. i should have left well enough alone but im always gettin into something.

i fuckin pushed and pushed and wound up with shit...

but i am very greatful you still tell your homegirls how much you love my dick...

thank you for the heartbreak

and all that comes with that flow

the acting like im over it but never actually lettin it go

the outings with the homies where i try to live it up

but im in a room full of females and i could not give a fuck...

thank you for the heartbreak

the highs and lows

for the squandered nights i spent with club hoes

the way i'd self loath

they way i sit back wishin i had the guts to press a gun to my head and unload.

(although that didnt happen but once it was still a factor so again thank for that pain you unholy bastard)

thank you for the heartbreak

but this time i mean it

because if it wasnt for that, real love would have walked right past me and i wouldnt have seen it.

all of a sudden i feel like being free from you makes me a genius.

there are things i'll miss

that i have to admit

but because of the new feelings i get

i honestly dont give a shit

so...

thank you for the heartbreak

and all that that implies

because i know that you have to face darkness

to see the sunrise........